yup

i've lost 24 lbs.

i'm not even excited about it.

i'm trying, though. lol.

so today i decided to straighten out my hair to the best of my abilitii...so that i can feel bett'r about myself. and i took some self portraits!





and these are a deliverii from my job i received today... i was pleasantlii surprised

you just gotta love the voice automated system!!!!

all our representatives are currently busy. please stay on the line and our next service representative will assist you.

10 minutes later...

thank you for holding, someone will be with you in just a moment.

5 minutes later.

let me transfer you to that dept.

let me transfer you to that dept.

let me transfer you to that dept.

let me transfer you to that dept.

all our representatives are currently busy. please stay on the line and our next service representative will assist you.

let me transfer you to that dept.

thank you for holding, someone will be with you in just a moment.

thank you for calling, have a great day.

adding a few more pics....

so what!

i wanna start a fight!

While My Guitar Gently Weeps

originally performed by george harrison of the beatles, the song is revived in 2008's ACROSS THE UNIVERSE ...Martin Luther McCoy...


LYRICS:
I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you.

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
No one alerted you.

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
Look at you all...
Still my guitar gently weeps.

oof!...i almost forgot!

a week before, my aunts & uncle came!

the day before my surgery...

i had a few nuttii visitors!!!!!!!!!!

save me from myself

this song is definitely one of my favorites by christina aguilera && it holds a very special place in my heart.
let's just say that a lot of changes were made...and i was saved...

i actually like this!

just because. i heart tina fey!

discouraged

ach...today i was feeling a bit depressed, i don't know why. i actually regretted my decision for having the surgery! but i spoke to a few ppl, and now i feel better...mentally at least...!

omg

i can't believe i'm actuallii here. surgerii day....!

goodbye food/fat hello freedom...

DISTRACTION...

i'm just finding different ways to distract myself! i'm having ppl over for movies and ice pops! :P...THEY EAT WHAT I EAT TODAY!!!!! I'm cleaning...throwing out things in the meantime, and had a mini breakdown...I WANTED CURLii FRIES!!!!:w00t: ugh, and i have SUCHA A HEADACHE!!!

but then i went on www.obesityhelp.com i love that site because they have ALOT of before and after pics, and i'm more and more convinced that this is worth it....

goodbye old me

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FRIGHTENED.TERRIFIED.EXCITED.ECSTATIC.NERVOUS.THRILLED.

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wow....monday is the BIG DAY....i'm all of the above, and then some...i'm happii that i'm taking such a HUGE STEP in my life...and that I have such great support through FFF(family/friends/forum!).

But if i have to say one thing negatorii it's this: i'm sad that i have to take this step. that i couldn't control myself. that food (another F) had to be my BFF for such a long time...and now, i'm killing it off...all because my BFF tried to kill me....!

well, guess what? 3 F's are stronger than one F.
you may have won SEVERAL battles,
but i will win the F'n war

...just because...

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just a few pics...

this first one is from a bouquet that suz gave me!!! beautiful yellow roses!

happii to be starving chronicles...my patience is being tested...

...so i get the call today...I'M DEFINITELY APPROVED!!!Then I get the call from none other than DR. HOLLAND himself....My surgery has been bumped back...AGAIN, another week!!!!

the funniest part?

i have NOTHING to do at work!!!

sightings

these are few 'sightings' from a party a week ago!we had a blast!

happy to be starving chronicles

these next few are from my former blog... enjoy!

march 13, 08
erggghhh.......so here’s the deal...I started weight watchers at the end of November. I started off VERY WELL!!!! I had lost 34 lbs. But the last month I was going through some stuff, and I gained 3 lbs back. Within the past week I lost 4 lbs, and now I’m upto 35 lbs!!!! Finally.

But today...i broke down...well not ’broke down’, really, more like...gasp...cheated!!!! aghhhhhhh! lol. but i’ll be ok...i can only have water and veggies...FOR THE REST OF THE DAY...It’s only 1 PM. yeah. THAT’S HOW BAD I CHEATED!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

PLUS, I’M GOING TO HAVE TO WORK OUT DOUBLY TODAY....!!! i’m too lazy with working out (except weight lifting, i love that...and that’s today!!!) but, i’m gonna have to do cardio as well......i am soooo lazy for that. well, i just thot i’d share....erghhhh!
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march 14, 08
so.....i worked out for an hour yesterday..i so feel it today...then i come home in a rush, cuz i had to go out again. i’m running late, right? and i decide to go get something from my car.

now, i had just taken a shower, and all i had on was a t shirt, undies, and sneakers. oh yeah, and a towel on my head. i run out quickly, and i hear laughing. i look around wondering who it could be. i didn’t see anyone, so i kept going. i still hear laughing...i look up.....and there were a flock of geese passing by...yes the geese were laughing at me!!!! i mean yeah to any normal person, they were just flying back north, and honking, or whatever the heck it is they do. but i knew-just knew- that they were laughing at me.

oh yeah, geese? well here’s my answer to u. i hope i marry a goose hunter...

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march 18, 08

i’m really, really tired, but happy, today i found out that I lost 39 lbs, thus surpassing my 10%!!!!woohoo, i got a key chain and everything, lol...

let’s see what follows...

march 31, 08
yech...i’m sick and i don’t care about dieting until i get bett’r. so there.

april 4, 08
just a message to u folks...lol

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april 14, 08
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR............i wuz VERiiiii BAD on me diet this week. but i'm going to get back on track....i need to luk hawt.


april 30

so far...so good...i'm getting back into the swing of things finally, and i cannot wait to get back on track as far as the gym goes....i miss it..!