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this movii is awesome!!! U need to watch it!!!

SECURITY sux

http://www.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/12/28/obama.airline.terror/index.html

normally i don't comment on world crap..but seriously WTH???!!

i mean, i get frisked - NOT IN A GOOD WAY - AND NOT EVEN BY A GOOD LOOKING GUY - by security over lotion,

BUT FREAKEN NI-CHEERIOS brought a FIRECRACKER ON BOARD???

WHAT WAS HIS EXCUSE????

New Year's celebrations???!

SNL monologue...

so, i'm not a big taylor swift fan, but i have to give credit where it is due::

just me...

Originally uploaded by synderella04

tweyes...lol

Christmas meltdown

Dear Diary:: Day 11 of crappy holiday musik. I've begun a nervous breakdown::officially. I am having dreams that this man--Santa Clause? Is REAL. Nightmares that he knows my sleeping habits, whether i'm good or bad... He breaks into my house via fireplace, gets burned, then breaks into my pantry for cookies. It gets worse::he is lactose intolerant and clogs up our toilet.
Then when he attempts to escape via fireplace, he acquires third degree burns and sues us... I better get a good lawyer, this morbidly obese, fashion faux pas, name calling man (if i said ho ho ho, i'd be in trouble for defamation of character!) NEEDS to be taken down.

the plus one factor

So...an interesting year to say the least...ESPECIALLY the last few weeks...Those who know me best...and really there is only one who knows EVERYTHING, knows what craziness I've been through. It's part of the 'growing' process though. I mean, you're not really grown at 25...are you? lol.

For everyone else...out of the 'loop', here's a brief recap:: besides the whole period thing (which-on a side note-Because I couldn't afford the Progesterone to bring it on, I didn't start taking it until last Saturday, and it's a pill a day for ten days, and my period has not come. YAY!!!), I've been going through some serious personal issues. Some of you know of what I have to deal with at home (boo-freaken-hoo), but I don't think anyone REALLY KNOWS the full extent of emotions involved, unless you ever dealt with it yourself.

Then there is always that PLUS ONE factor that...even though you didn't intentionally invite it in...it always makes itself comfortable in that already cluttered corner of your mind.

In the past few weeks I also found out that two little girls that have touched my heart MAJORLY, are going back to their family soon. I know that this is for the best, but I am incredibly HEARTBROKEN. I love them as if they were my own family, and am hoping that things will work out for them. My heart goes to the foster parents, whom I also grew to love.

That's really all for now...will post more soon...