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Thursday, December 10, 2009

the plus one factor




So...an interesting year to say the least...ESPECIALLY the last few weeks...Those who know me best...and really there is only one who knows EVERYTHING, knows what craziness I've been through. It's part of the 'growing' process though. I mean, you're not really grown at 25...are you? lol.




For everyone else...out of the 'loop', here's a brief recap:: besides the whole period thing (which-on a side note-Because I couldn't afford the Progesterone to bring it on, I didn't start taking it until last Saturday, and it's a pill a day for ten days, and my period has not come. YAY!!!), I've been going through some serious personal issues. Some of you know of what I have to deal with at home (boo-freaken-hoo), but I don't think anyone REALLY KNOWS the full extent of emotions involved, unless you ever dealt with it yourself.




Then there is always that PLUS ONE factor that...even though you didn't intentionally invite it in...it always makes itself comfortable in that already cluttered corner of your mind.




In the past few weeks I also found out that two little girls that have touched my heart MAJORLY, are going back to their family soon. I know that this is for the best, but I am incredibly HEARTBROKEN. I love them as if they were my own family, and am hoping that things will work out for them. My heart goes to the foster parents, whom I also grew to love.






That's really all for now...will post more soon...

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